Reading has always been a big part of my life. Like many others I love escaping to new worlds, finding new characters and places to love. There’s no better feeling than connecting to a story and thinking about it every day until it’s finished and then still thinking about all the new friends that have been made for days or even weeks after. When I was younger I would devour the pages of every Jacqueline Wilson novel in existence. I found a fondness for The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson and Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte.
As I got older, I explored new genres – thrillers, romance, fantasy novels and more classics. I loved them all, still do. When my studies became my main focus, I could still be found in the pages of my maxed out library books – whether it be reading the algorithms of political science or the successes and failures of American Presidents from past to present. My friends and family would laugh at the amount I would read for my course subjects, as my desk (and floor) would be covered in books.
Even though most of my time while studying revolved around political and historical books, I always found time for recreational reading. Jane Austen, Oscar Wilde and Charles Dickens took over my summer holidays. I spent many days laughing with Becky Bloomwood in the Shopaholic series by Sophie Kinsella. I went on adventures with Hercule Poirot as I tried to uncover the mysterious murders in Agatha Christie’s novels and I had my heart broken by every Jodi Picoult book.
Three years ago, a lot of things in my world turned upside down. Well, everything did really. But reading definitely took a back burner for the first time in my life. I fell unwell to the point of being unable to read a single word or concentrate on anything for any period of time. A year and a half ago, I was finally diagnosed with a chronic illness and while it was a relief to know what was wrong with me, I still wasn’t able to read. Light sensitivity, nausea and difficulties concentrating due to extreme fatigue and pain prevented my passion.
I used to see so many people suffering with chronic illnesses finding their saviour in the written words on pages. I struggled to understand why I couldn’t also go on adventures too. The idea of escaping to a new world, one that was thrilling and all-consuming was all that I needed at a time where I couldn’t do anything at all. I bought books. How could I not? They always sound so good. However, for about two years, I barely read a single one. That was hard and uncommon for me. I live and breathe books. I always have. I think I always will.
Audiobooks have been my saviour over the past year. I was hesitant to try any when my husband first suggested them to me because holding a book has always been a part of my reading experience (Silly, I know). I started off with an easy rom-com as they had always been quick and easy reads for me in the past. I loved every second of it! I read two books in three consecutive days. I think I was scared that listening to a book would ruin the experience. However, audiobooks feel more like someone else is reading a story to me, like when I was younger, which is also kind of nice and nostalgic.
I have seen many comments online, saying audiobooks do not count as reading which is quite shocking when so many people struggle to read physical books. Any form of reading counts. Luckily I have a better handle on my situation now so I sometimes dive into physical books. But I am so lucky that I can finish a book when I am feeling unwell by switching over to the audiobook.
This past year, I have been consumed by reading like I had been when I was a child and I have enjoyed every minute of it. While this community does feel quite fast-paced with people reading hundreds of books in a single year, I’m trying to find my feet, while still pacing myself.
This year I have been engrossed by Donna Tartt’s physiological thriller, The Secret History, fallen in love with a fictional band known as Daisy Jones and The Six (by Taylor Jenkins Reid) and found a love for graphic novels – thanks to Heartstopper by Alice Oseman. What I have learned is there are always so many books to discover, in so many different ways. While my process of learning this was not an easy one, I am so glad that I have rediscovered my passion all over again.
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Thank you for sharing your story!!! You make a great point, that audiobooks should count as reading not just on principle but because for many it may be the only type of reading they have access to – but whatever the reason, it’s great that it’s becoming more common and that so many books are available on audio through libraries and different apps. I love audiobooks myself and definitely can thank them for helping me reach my most recent reading goals!!
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Thank you. Yes, I think it’s great that audiobooks help many people in different ways. I’m glad it’s helped you reach your goals too!
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So glad you’ve managed to find a way to carry on enjoying reading, I can’t imagine a life without books! I’ve never tried an audio book but tempted to try!
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Thank you! You should give them a go. But be warned some narrators are not the best. Sample them first. I wish I tried them earlier. They would be great for long car journeys or any time really that you can’t pick up a book but want to.
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Congrats on finding audiobooks in the midst of your illness! They’ve saved me in reading slumps. I hope you’re doing better physically and thanks for sharing your story💜
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Thank you for the kind words! I’m glad they also help you when you are in a reading slump
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I’m so glad you found a way to enjoy reading again x
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Thank you!
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Thank you for sharing! I started listening to audiobooks this year, and it’s made me really think about the ways a good audiobook can enhance a story — I assumed audiobooks would be less enjoyable because I’m a visual learner. I found some narrators didn’t work well for me, but others really made the book come to life. I’m lucky that I can pick and choose between audio and written – but as my eyesight gets steadily weaker as I get older, it’s great to know there are options! Audiobooks have also brought my husband back to reading, since he has to drive a lot, and we really like listening together. I’m so happy you found something that works for you!
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I’m so glad you and your husband have found a love of audiobooks too. I also find some narrators are a lot better than others (such as Stephen Fry). Luckily there are snippets of the audio to listen to before we buy them haha. Thank you for sharing your story too and for the kind words!
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I’ve never been able to understand why people say audio books don’t count as reading you’re still just in a different medium. I’m so glad these were able to help you 💜
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Thank you!
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You’re welcome 👻💜
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There was a time I did not consider audiobooks as proper books but now with the lack of time in my life, I agree they are life savers.
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Moved by your post. Happy to send you my audiobook, The Space Between Time, as narrated by the actress Kate Okello. If you want a copy, email your address to charlie.laidlaw@yahoo.co.uk
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As a fellow dedicated reader and a spoonie, I can say that I turn to audiobooks a lot to help me through pain, nausea and/or insomnia. I’m so glad I can borrow them with the Libby app from my local library system and also I use LibriVox sometimes. I’ve only been using doing audiobook for a couple years, and wasn’t at all sure that I’d like them, but now I always have one on the go. @MaynardLara 🐦
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I’m so glad you enjoy them too 💗
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Thank you for sharing this, Emma! I found audiobooks this year as well and it has become a new form of reading to love. So glad you were able to find a way to read that worked for you 😊
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Beautiful post! I am a huge audiobook advocate. Thanks for sharing your story!
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I am a huge audiobook proponent. Thank you for sharing your story! #audiobooksarereadingtoo
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Thank you so much for sharing your experiences and how audio books have improved your life and allowed you to indulge in something you love so much. It’s so amazing to hear how they helped you through a difficult time and audiobooks definitely count as reading in my opinion, it allows so many more people to access books and that can only be a good thing! Thanks for sharing x
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Thank you that’s very kind!
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Thanks for sharing this emotional story with us. I am happy that you have found a way to still enjoy your passion.
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Thank you very much
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Audiobooks definitely count as reading! I am so glad found them so you continue your love affair with books! I discovered audiobooks when I was getting my MA in English and had to read 2 novels a week—I was overwhelmed because though I love to read I am a slow reader. Audio saved me—I commute d to my university and listened to the books on my drive. Now I still listen—while taking a shower or doing dishes! Audiobooks just allow us to read more 😄
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Audiobooks are absolutely wonderful! It’s a shame they’re so much more expensive, although of course they have to be, because there’s more work to turn it into an audiobook – all the work with recording, sound and all that. But they are wonderful.
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Have you looked to see if your library offers audiobooks?
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Unfortunately, it’s not much of a thing in my country.
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